22.10.09

Hey there! It's been awhile.

Sorry. I have trouble keeping journals. May it be journals in books or journals online, I have the WORST time staying with them. I guess it kind of reflects on my personality. I have trouble sticking with just one thing. I keep thinking that there is so much more I want to do, that I can never finish something. I kinda hate that about myself.

Journals are something that I always want to do. During the day, I think about how I can write certain things down so I can remember them later on. But never end up doing it! My mind jumps around too much to focus on one thing (and yes, when I was younger, I was diagnosed with ADD, but that's absolute crap and doesn't mean anything).

I have this friend. His name is Joe and he has a billion blogs! He loves to write! He doesn't exactly write about his day or how he's feeling exactly, he writes more about stories he's come up with, like excerpts of them. I think. Sometimes I don't really understand all of his posts. But that's the point, right? To think about what people write? I'm pretty sure that's the point.

I'm never sure what I want to say.

How did I pass English?

I want to say I'm taking too many sources of inspiration from too many different kinds of people. This is my problem. There, I said it, just not as eloquently as I wanted it to be. Ugh.